Dear Mel,

I know ur bday was 2 months ago and I know that I hv not given anything for ur bday yet. Partially, itz bcuz I'm not in M'sia n partialy....I hv no idea wat to get u for ur bday. I could hv easily bought sumthing for u and post it back to M'sia but that wouldn't make my gift special. Well, since i've figure out how to use my camera....I'm dedicating this blog and the pictures bellow to u. Hoping that u had a wonderful 18th bday

*surpirse*

I wanted this pic to look really cute but it turned out the opposite of wat i wanted :(
Guess I'm not that young to look cute anymore.

  ~chu chu~

Yes, I'm usually NOT as crazy as this to pose infront of the camera but for u dear....I'm willing to do it ;p

Lawrence! Lawrence ! Lawrence! a short n skinny dude with a funny personality. Nv fail to make me laugh. Loves teasing n bullying me but dun think he has much of a chance to do so as my 3 step bros are always there to protect me. Hvn't been chatting with him for quite sum time n the convo that we had today tells me that he's still the same old talkative yet funny lawrence that i know of .

We had this conversation earlier @ 1am, where i was meant to be ilecturing n he was meant to be completing his assignment. I got bored of iLecturing n hv decided to look for ppl to talk to on msn. Manage to find him n started talking straight away. we were talking bout skools, unis n apparently...Muscles. I won't describe how we get into that topioc as that is not my point. So, @ about 3 am, it was time for him to hd to bed n b4 he said bye to me ...he said "i'll wake up tmr dead early tmr to work on my ass". My 1st assumption after rding that statement was that "wth, he's waking up early tomorrow to work on his ass (as in butt)". Then i realise his "ass" is a short form for "Assignmet", not butt. when i told him tat, he said " u're sick". I'm not sick Lawrence n I'm not to be blame for that . We were talking bout muscles earlier on n all of the sudden u said that u're gonna wake up dead early tomorrow to work on ur ass. Who wouldn't misunderstand ur statement.

But overall, i had a gd laugh. Couldn't stop laughing at that statement everytime i think about it. Even now as I'm typing this post up. Keep up the amazing talent of urs to make ppl laugh, Lawrence! Itz very useful for u as u're gonna be a nurse soon. They say laughter is the best medicine n with that talent of urs, u'll be a great nurse one day.

well, tat's all for now (not that i hv much to blog about anyway). I'm off!

Saw louise on sat (together with Steph Leddiot). They came to my workplace at about 8pm to celebrate louise's 19th birthday. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE". sry that i didn't hv the chance to wish u on that day since i hv to work. i wish i could stay and chat with u guys longer but me boss is watching behind me back
Its a sigh of relief that assignments are finally over. I screw most of them up anyway. In order to make up for it, i hv to focus on exams now. Hopefully, my exams are a lot better than my assignments or else i'll fail for most of my units.
Don't know y but i felt like browsing for quotes yesterday and i've manage to find quite a few which i like

~ I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not ~  (tat is so me)

~ My mother said I must always be intolerant of ignorance but understanding of illiteracy. That some people, unable to go to school, were more educated and more intelligent than college professors ~ (def agree)

~ We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same. ~ (depends on individual interpretations)

~ You may only be someone in the world, but to someone else, you may be the world.~ (this would make a great romantic speech to ur partner =D )

~ We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails ~ (tat's wat make life interesting n challenging)

~ The softest things in the world overcome the hardest things in the world. ~ (nv take things for granted in life)

~ Love means to love that which is unlovable; or it is no virtue at all. ~ (does love really exists?)

~ No matter how much human thinks that he can acheive, one should never under-estimate the power of mother nature or he will have to pay the price of it ~ (tis is sumthing that all politicians should bare in their minds, esp when they r greed with power)

Oh ya, I just remeber that my school is organising a mid-winter ball nite n i DESPERATELY wanted to attend that ball nite but um....no one wanted to go with me . Sometimes, a bf could be handy during this sort of events but yh...they r mainly a pain in the ass (not if u get a really understanding bf - which, is a very less likely chance to have one). Newayz... I am hoping that me frens here are able to re-evaluate their decisions. Consider me pleading to u guys alrite Gab says that he'll go if there's enuf ppl attending it. So yh, plz be gd to me by attending it. Moreover, i need supervisions here. Alcoholic drinks are involved n i'm not even 18 yet. underage. Sighz!